Long Time Coming

Things are drastically changing in my life right now. Don't know whether I'm happy about it, but I'm definitely not crying. While I won't go into details, I am more than excited to say that I am finally free to find out what I've been missing from life for the last 10+ years. I don't know who or what may have sparked the desire for change, but I can't help but be excited about it. Changing your entire life, I have to say, is scary, but not quite as bad as I imagined it would be. For far too long, I've been dreaming about what could be, and living the nightmare of what was. I have never forgotten who I really am, and I certainly hope that I can quickly recover the real me. I will never again change myself or my beliefs for another person. And I will certainly never again let anyone tell me that I'm not good enough. I don't expect this to be easy, but I find that anything that's worth it, rarely comes easily. Essentially, I will walk away from anything and everything that has kept me from being truly happy for the last decade. I will try. I will succeed. I will find the true happiness that I deserve. A friend has explained to me that there is one very important part of life that I've been missing out on....so, here I go to find it. Who knows, friend, you might just get what you've been asking for.